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8th December 2022
10:09am GMT

“When I spoke to my therapist I said to her ‘I have an addiction to bingeing’ and she’s like ‘you’re not, you’re addicted to purging’.
“Purging was actually addictive, and then I just got to a point where I can’t have anything in me and then it’s just this constant."
Joanne went on to explain how it took her years to admit she had a problem and was "embarrassed" of her illness.
She continued: “I was mortified. I was embarrassed. I felt if I admitted that I had a problem, recovery to me just meant getting fat.
“I wanted to find out a way to manage my bulimia without actually having to get rid of it because I did see it as like a handy tool to lose a few pounds.
“It was embarrassing to admit I lost control of myself. And I really had. It took me a long time to admit, but everyone knew. I was the talk of the town – as in my family.”
As it began interfering with her life and every aspect of it, she went on to say: "My mum didn’t want me in the house anymore.
“I was sleeping in my office at work because I was binging and purging in the house and it wasn’t fair on my flatmates.
“My mum wouldn’t let me in her house because I was binging and purging in her house and she couldn’t deal with it.
“So I was sleeping in my office at night. All the staff would leave and I would pretend I was working late and would just stay there binging and purging through the night.”
Thankfully, all is looking up for Joanne and she said she is the "healthiest" she's ever been and in a much better place.Explore more on these topics: