“I want people to realise that this is not history – mothers are still searching for their children”

"Not only the number of children who died in the mother and baby homes, which is harrowing, but also how vast the wider system of institutionalisation was: the interconnected adoption agencies, holding centres, industrial schools, reformatories, orphanages, so-called training schools, and of course the Magdalene Laundries. "Some people born in mother-and-baby homes spent their entire lives being sent from one institution to another, passed around within this system, given hardly any proper education, often exploited and abused."

"I was born in 1988 and my mother wasn't married, though my parents were living together. I met a woman randomly at an apartment viewing who was born the same year as me in Bessborough mother and baby home and was only beginning to try trace her mother. This isn't the past, it is a present that we still have to reckon with. "When I speak to people about the book, almost everyone has a story of their own, whether it's an aunt or a friend, a father born in the institutions, a grandmother they never met because of the legacy of shame. I think for a long time Irish people felt they could not trust each other and felt they could not question the status quo. For many years it felt impossible for people to question the religious hierarchy in this country."

"I was also shocked by the number of children whose burial place could not be accounted for. I met mothers who were still searching for where their babies were buried. That simply dignity was being denied to people still. "I want people to realise that this is not history... Mothers are still searching for their children. People born in these institutions still don't have the right to their own birth names."

Caelainn Hogan Hogan says that one woman she spoke to has been waiting three years for Tusla to respond to her request for information about her birth.

"Survivors of the institutions are still being denied their right to identity and to family, with many barriers to accessing their own information and records.  The current attempt by the government to seal records from the Commission of Inquiry into Child Abuse for 75 years, along with the ongoing legal barriers to accessing birth information, perpetuates a culture of secrecy. "If the Irish State, acting in our name, continues to deny people access to their own birth information and identity, we are perpetuating a culture of shame and silence."

"I realised how little I personally knew about this wider system of institutions and how they were interconnected. I didn't understand how many lives were still impacted by this legacy of shame. "People carried a terrible sense of shame within themselves, in silence, for many years, only to find out that people within their own families or neighbourhoods were keeping the same secrets. Church and State institutionalised alarming numbers of people just for being vulnerable or for challenging the status quo. Women being pregnant out of wedlock challenged the authority of the church and also challenged the national myth of Ireland as a pure and moral country."

"We are continuing a long tradition in this country of institutionalising those who are most vulnerable and marginalised and giving State money to for-profit institutions rather than to people themselves. "I think there is still a deeply ingrained hostility towards people who are vulnerable and marginalised in Ireland, a tendency to blame people for being in crisis rather than attempting to address the inequalities and stigma that make people vulnerable in the first place. The way we continue to institutionalise vulnerable people only deepens stigma and marginalisation."